Lost for an ass

I do not know how to begin, it is a completely real story whose last episode happened a moment ago, my name is not Valventín and hers is not Carmela but I change them for the reasons that everyone knows. I am married, I am 50 years old, I am married and I love my family, although between the monotony and the lack of harmony in many aspects with my wife, in addition to the fact that she has a very strong character, unlike me, I am very calm and stable, it has been separating us or rather it has been separating me, that I have begun to fool around with other women, although I have never committed a full-fledged infidelity. I think I’m a good lover, my wife and my previous girlfriends told me so and they usually had orgasms with me, I have stamina and although the size of my cock is relatively normal, it is very thick. I am 1,83cm tall, I am shaved since my hair fell out when I was young but I keep well and I seem to be attractive, I have a good job and I live in a small town where we all know each other. I am a regular marathon runner, although less so now, I do mountain biking and open water swimming.

As time went by, her husband started having affairs with local women, and she heard about it and separated from him in a very painful way. We supported her in everything and he rebuilt his life with another couple, but she was left scarred, she never forgot what her husband did to her.

After some time we found out that one of my brothers had hooked up with her, I don’t know if it was a very serious relationship but they had their love affairs and got along well until at a certain point she met another guy who wanted something more serious and my brother and she stopped seeing each other.

Meanwhile she treated me for my injuries sporadically, we talked a lot but it never occurred to me to try anything, even if I liked her, everything separated us, her friendship with my family, the relationship she had had with my brother, being my osteopath, me being married and above all her hatred of married men who cheated on their wives, made it her life motto.

My sister had to undergo surgery and while I was waiting she appeared at the hospital to settle some personal matters and stayed with me to accompany me, we talked about everything and while I was telling her that a friend of mine had been hit from behind with the car, she intervened telling me that everyone thought that her husband had left her because she did not know how to please him, but that it was not true, that she liked everything in sex. I was perplexed, what was this woman telling me?

-But everything everything,” I asked her.

– Ask me anything you want,” she said with a smile.

-From behind,” I said, afraid that she would get angry.

-I love it, I like it very much and whenever you want you can send me pictures or videos that turn me on.

I didn’t know what to think, this woman who for me was the representation of fidelity and straight conjugal life had desires and liked anal sex, my favorite sexual practice, and with that ass that she was spending…..

She became my target….

When I went to have her treat me our topics had varied, we told each other our sexual experiences, I told her erotic stories that I had read, little by little I convinced her to give me massages without underwear, until one day she told me that I had a good cock, that so fat it gave a lot of pleasure. Our conversations were getting louder and louder. She was not happy with her partner sexually, she told me, and I was like a motorcycle, until one day when we said goodbye and gave her two kisses on the face, I opened her up and put my hands inside her pants, touching her ass. She laughed at my impudence and broke away but something had changed. We started touching each other more shamelessly and her massages when they touched my abductors rubbed my balls shamelessly.

I was already going in hard talking to her about what we would enjoy with my cock in her ass and she would blush and smile but always rejected my proposals, until one day it happened, we were horny in the middle of a massage and her ex-husband knocked on her door to go out, they argued and when she came back she made me get off the table, took her ass out and told me to give it to her from behind, I was already hard and I did not believe it, I was finally going to get it. But seeing that ass offered in that way made me feel weird, it broke my schemes, she was going to put my cock without lubricant or anything, it will be that my cock was really small, I tried to put it in and what had never happened to me, I came but without enjoying or anything, it was weird, my big missed opportunity. She got dressed and I left frustrated, uncomfortable, insecure, ….

But I kept trying, with my wife I had sex without any problem, she was the one who sent me to stop because she got tired, when I masturbate I do it thinking about Carmela, what happens to me, is it the voice of my conscience that does not let me behave badly?

I am one of those people that until I don’t get something I don’t stop.